Free, but dependent

I haven't felt so sharp today. I think I ate a pizza that wasn't right. That's all I can figure. My doctor had to go do an emergency surgery today, so I'm rescheduled to see him again in the morning. I had my meeting with my sponsor today. That was a good thing. Even though I feel like crap, I can't stop doing the things that are working keeping me sober. I also might be having a hormone thing, as I am due to get 400mg of Testosterone in my hip tomorrow. It takes 48 hours to reach peak blood plasma levels, so I know I'll feel better by then. I want to do a "Joe and Charlie workshop" that will be one night a week, until the group will be done with the steps. I have had to ask a friend about getting a copy of the cassette tapes, as of the 10 CD's I burned, three of them didn't play correctly. I have the workbook for that workshop too. It looks very cool. Off to bed, thanks for another 24.

I am free from addiction/alcoholism today, and I am happily dependent on a Higher Power to stay that way.