Amazing Blogesphere...

I don't know how to spell blogesphere. But recovery blogs are everywhere...The concept of keeping a log on the web, is growing remarkably fast I forgot the actual stat. It's huge though. It's cool to read the blogs of others in recovery when I'm home. It's almost like keeping a conscious contact goin' on. A handful of bloggers that are in contact are amazing and I pray for them daily, and it's awesome to see growth in all of us despite our differences. I think we all have the "singleness of purpose happenin'" if that's the right phrase. My email has been down most all afternoon, and I was on the phone for nearly an hour, before the support person told me the problem was with their server, and to try again in an hour. It's been two and a half hours and the email is still not working. There was a time when this would push me into a bad angry pissy state of mind. Not today. Even IF, I have to act as IF. Catch my drift? Maybe "fake it till ya make it" does.
Somebody said that fakin' it till ya make it is not being honest. Too bad. We can't think our way into a new lifestyle. We have to move our feet, one step at a time. If I act as if I'm on a spiritual path, maybe that will become habitual. It's certainly worth a try. This alcoholic has nothing to lose by faking it. Besides a little mystery is very cool.
I will be leaving soon to go get a computer that needs fixin' and then to the Alano Club for the General Membership meeting. The coffee overdosing group.LOLOL...Peace to you all today and stay out of this gawd awful heat if you can...Hugs, and kisses, AB ;o) Fake it...Hmmmmm...