Gung Ho...
Yes, I am still here. Has anyone switched to Google's new Beta blog? Just curious. I've been in a real funk. I'm trying to put on a happy face for the holidays, but truth be told, right now, I think they suck, and I can't wait for them to be over. I'm still trying to do good things to get me closer to my Higher Power. It isn't easy for an agnostic. I have faith that someday soon, I will come to trust in God totally. More often than not, I still buy into the line that "I'm a piece of shit" and not worthy of a loving God.
I have to remember that when I think that way, I'm ragging on God's handiwork. That's how my disease wants me to think. Thanks for visiting and thank God I'm still clean and sober.
I have to remember that when I think that way, I'm ragging on God's handiwork. That's how my disease wants me to think. Thanks for visiting and thank God I'm still clean and sober.
posted by Alcoholic Brain | 8:20 PM
4 Comments:
He is on your side. Finding god has not come easy for me. I have just finally let him have more control over my life..
Hey AB,
TAG you're it! Here are the rules: Each player of this game starts with the 6 Weird Things About You. People who get tagged need to write a blog entry of their own 6 Weird Things as well as state this rule clearly. Have fun! :)
As you Keep Coming Back, talk with some others (they are there) who feel as you do about God or a Higher Power. Find out how they came to believe. Eventually, you will develop your own concepts that work for you. Then it will all seem so easy.
I was at a holiday party Sunday and the hostess talked to us about contrary actions cause so many are glum for the holiday. And that if I am working my program and carrying a message than I should be smiling at the cashier not sneering. Some days are tougher than others but most everyday I might be the only version of the Big Book someone sees that day--
you are so blessed to be sober and alive AB
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